study room

u know, it is the very first time after coming to MIT
i packed my schoolbag (hmm make me think of chishio XD)
then went straight to the crowded study room
and studied…til now i’ve been here for 3.5 hours

becoz i know i wont really study for phy, unless im jailed to do so
(…yeee then wht im doing now le? XD)
anyway…very very bad progress…i dont understand
the pset are so hard, how can i do so difficult problems
when i just merely understand wht’s happening
-_- at least give me some dai b questions to work on to consolidate my concept laa please
==” i just wanna skip the page when i see a full page of integrals, fractions, lambda, theta whteva

anyway…better than nothing….
at least  i tried to understand the problem solving session 2,3,4…= =

wht i wanna say is that
how can i go to do those practice exams when i found it challenging to do basic problems jekk

i hate teal =_= they just assume everyone will know how to solve those in-class problems

maybe, if i think these are very easy stuffs instead of sin-yup-wai-jue thinks its difficult
wui ho d?

things i feeel reallly vexed about..
1. study so much so much for 18oh3 then didnt get good result becoz my mind is stuck at one easy question then i lost 10 marks
2. hv to wait for professor’s email for days and till now i stilll hvnt get reply from him. to him the email is just shit but to me the email is the only thing im waiting for for teh whole day.
3. our friendly phy pset question is “an annulus of charge” firstly wht the hell is annulus, then it gives a friendly explanation bracket after that (a washer)..so for an alphabetically-challenged international student she wont understand anything ..until she searched in wiki it means “a ring”, thanks

開到荼蘼 夢乍醒

if i can get an A for 8oh2, then i can do anything, no kidding.
so i told myself to at least read the notes for physics
ended up watching 係咪小兒科 ….”””
sometimes when you are so reluctant to do something
u can generate some many excuses and alternatives out instantly haha
whenever i flipped open my course note…i will become 氣虛昏厥~~
or like induction, all my negative charge will move to one side…(ng ji up mud…)

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“because life is finite, life is meaningful.
Maybe the meaning of life is something I am doing right now, as simple as breathing,
without the faintest awareness of it.
Perhaps the meainig of life is not some goal to be pursued, but something which is
articulated in the act of living itself.
The meaning of a narrative, after all, is not just the end of it, but the process of narration itself.”

I’m blogging this

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my calculus notebook
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my week, not very crazy

u know, im those kind of people
who needs 3 whole days of reckless abandon , after 3-day of mid-terms…
難聽一點說 i.e. 一暴十寒 (yau gei larn teng le…)
ai SBL (suen ba la), maybe I worked best  under pressure,
so procrastination is actually sth good to me?
but does it mean I can really ignore the phy pset on mon and phy exam on wed entirely?

ok la, now i will cook a noodle, and wait for the 4:00pm class

after 3 days, I think my MOST GING strength is
to hea away time without any guilt, to put problems away as if they dont exist
and do repeatedly go to wordpress-facebook-webmail-yahoo for N hours in a day

你仰望到太高,貶低的只有自己

aim still unchange, aim still achievable:

18oh3 —A
18oh2A–A
jap 4 –A+
phy/bio – B

add oil , chances = capacity to change

…but im really worry about my 8oh2…..=(

沒 沒有蠟燭 就不用勉強慶祝
沒 沒想到答案 就不用尋找題目
沒 沒有退路 那我也不要散步
沒 沒人去仰慕 那我就繼續忙碌
來 來 思前想後 差一點忘記了怎麼投訴
來 來 從此以後 不要犯同一個錯誤
(讓我親手)將 這樣的感觸 寫一封情書 送給我自己
感動得要哭 很久沒哭 不失為天大的幸福
(就好好)將 這一份禮物 這一封情書 給自己祝福
可以不在乎 才能對別人在乎
有 一點幫助 就可以對誰傾訴
有 一個人保護 就不用自我保護
有 一點滿足 就準備如何結束
有 一點點領悟 就可以往後回顧
Lalalala… Lalalala…
從開始哭著忌妒變成了笑著羨慕
時間是怎麼樣爬過了我皮膚只有我自己最清楚

別要我洗去我的雙腳泥濘

watched Yes Man today..
the structure is so similar to “Liar liar” , also by Jim Carey

im checking my email in every minute for:
1. UROP
2. 18.03 marks
3. internships

1* 今日係幾號:i dont know? can i check my Dashboard?

2* 有心理準備做呢100條未:yea? coz im bored?

3* 最鍾意聽咩歌 : recently is “shall we talk” i hum this song every day @ way back home

4* 你有無潔癖:do I ? (shall i stop being rhetorical?)

6* 形容你自己依家既心情:happy that all work done and 12 noon class tmr!! yessss!

8* 住係邊區:tai wai/ cambridge/ ogikubo

9* 最想得到咩: GPA 5.0

10* 曾經愛過最衰既人:myself?

11* 有無後悔愛過佢:no..coz i have to face her all my life

12* 有無想過幾時結婚:right after graduation! nahh joking hahaha

13* 你覺得最可怕既係咩:uncertainty and ghost

17* 最討厭的人或物:bitches

19* 最想多謝邊個:my parents, my friends, my teachers, ladies and gentlemen..
21* 有無得罪過人:always = =

22* 如果有得罪左邊個:i need another 100 lines for this

23* 用咩牌子既筆做功課: MUJI – 0.5mm

27* 有無講過粗口:  i never swear, in japanese

30* 鍾意男定女:if girl then that’s myself

36* 數出你最愛既朋友:they are everchanging

38* 係唔係乖學生:what do you say?

39* 依家幾歲:……turning 20..(WHAT= = )

41* 去開邊間超級市場:SHAWS !!! hahhahaha

42* 你覺得你係咩人:hong kong ren

43* 口頭禪係咩:shoot

45* 上網多數做咩:facebook + email + blog , that’s it really

46* ICQ no.係咩:53447896/ 73488138 (wah i still rmb!)

47* 會唔會日日都打日記:almost

48* 幾度先會開冷氣:no air con in here =(

56* 讀緊咩班:CLASS OF 2012

60* 最鍾意香港邊一到:tai wai

63* 鍾意睇邊一類型既戲:either super pointless, or super emaningful

64* 鍾意韓國定日本多D:日本

65* 點解鍾意呢個國家: excluding the fact of the sin0-jap war, i love everything about it.

68* 最想學習哪一種語言:actually, i thought korean is quite interesting

69* 你覺得邊一個作家既書最好睇:oh no =_= i hv no favourite writer ga wor yuen loi

73* 電視劇值唔值得追:yes, and K.O. it in  a day

74* 會唔會幫呀媽做家務:my 呀媽 wont 做家務 XD

85* 係唔係淆底怪:absolutely!!!

95* 上咩堂先會訓覺: re-word it, at what class session i will be sleeping in my room

99* 搭咩車返學:my legs