hormone disorder

某位去左日本留學既同學仔 擺左好多開學既相
真係超妒忌 唔可以話係妒忌 係羨慕/嚮往吧
當對比番我係美國不堪既生活 又凍又冇野玩又冇啖好食又大風又陰天
讀埋d野又唔知有乜用 又囉唔到高分 又摺又同人唔夾又頹  又要講英文
然后人地就落實緊我夢想既生活 有文化又有櫻花又有靚仔靚女
又有好野食 又新奇又傳奇 又靚又型 又有禮貌 用日文讀都應該會醒神d?
又可以睇bump of chicken concert, 又可以睇日劇
好似李老師的”有feel”一樣 因為已經處於興趣之中
大慨每一日起身都會好雀躍吧

大慨係12月去完東京後就中左毒吧
番左一個星期工 答電車,單車,周圍玩

所以..希望2010 summer intern 申請成功~
(如果MIT 有exchange的話我就仆左去了)

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im jealous ><”

i don’t really know what i am doing.
i am always making decisions contradicting with what i really am.
i am always putting myself in deep shit or helpless situation, damn
see, for everything im doing now, i wonder how many percent of it
are actually driven by my true will.

at least i know the school i am at now, the country i am at now,
the internship im going to do, the major im going to major in,
the songs im listening to,
are not really stuffs that im truly passionate about.

ah too many “i am” in recent entries

so how are you?

annoying things continue:
PEOPLE DONT SEND YOU BACK THE PHOTOS which they claim they will
and never upload them for ages …
if you are not uploading, dont bring your camera.

self-intro

p1010522Beyoni Cheung is currently a first-year pig at the Massachusetts Institute of Technology (MIT) pursuing a degree in Environmental Engineering Science as well as a minor in Management Science. She was born in Hong Kong and has lived in Tokyo, Japan for 1 month. She thought that writing a self-introduction in 3rd person perspective is really cool—just like those prestigious companies would do, but unforunately she never has a chance to type a formal introduction like this. Anyway, she is typing this at April 2009 because she got nothing better to do now.

As they turn your dreams to shame

december 2007.

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But the tigers come at night
With their voices soft as thunder
As they tear your hopes apart
As they turn your dreams to shame.

I had a dream my life would be
So different from this hell I’m living
So different now from what it seems
Now life has killed
The dream I dreamed.

a capella

sing
find me? =)

發覺這世界永遠太少空間
因此花一天支配一切時間
發覺這世界永遠太晒心機
因此花一天思索一切道理

慢慢地邁向聽朝
靜靜地懷念昨日
再決定今天只要相信愛
叫皺紋散開 喚青春歸來
因此我喜歡花一天感覺一切是愛

發覺這世界永遠太少深刻
因此花一天改變一切習慣
發覺這世界永遠太多蹺蹊
因此花一天擁有一切運氣

I had a dream my life would be
So different from this hell I’m living
So different now from what it seems
Now life has killed
The dream I dreamed.