2As at hand.

confirmed, 2As out of 5 subs this semester =)

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh gooooooooooooooooooooshhhhhhhhh
i cant believe my very first job (technically speaking..)interview in my life
will be with jp…what’s more worse is that
it is a phone interview!!!
For my fans of this blog (error 404), u would know I really hate talking on phones
i’ve got no skills in interviews, especially on PHONE! gao meng..=–=”

and i just know about the salary of this intern…ORZ..
= . = im totally not worth of this crazy monthly salary x 3 months

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embrace chances.
becoz everytime im doing these stuffs..i do learn a lot more about sth
e.g. the u-rop equip me to discuss confidently with postdoc ppl about rapid cogen
and hopefully after doing this interview prep i will know more about banking security

anyway i realized there will be 2 rounds of interviews haahahaha
even i can pass the first one i wont get the second one =-=” so suen la hahaha

Sodagreen


some really good movies, i would buy the original novels, visit their websites, read about their movie critics ..etc.

for really really good music bands, I would buy their CDs and keep looping their songs for days.

After Bump of Chicken,
I found Sodagreen.

http://www.sodagreen.com.tw/

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1 more month left only.
with that said, i gonna wud the rest of the semester gay.
人に頼んでやってもらうより、全部自分でやった方が勉強になる。

countdown: jp m0rgan interview.

i’m illiterate

i know its a shame that im completely economically/financially illterate
so i spent an afternoon, instead of psetting,
i (finally) found out wht the hell is:
global economic crisis 2008
bailout
conservatorship
liquidity crisis
credit crunch
subprime mortgage crisis
insolvency
China stimulus plan
2000s energy crsis
peak oil
global recession

etcetc…=_=” heh

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i really wanna get the intern offer. (echo)
mezurashii they are re-recruiting…….
its like gambling, trying sth with very low probability

at these situations, i could usually get it haha maybe not for this time
e.g. my uni offers, my PGs, all those macau gamblings,
my u-rop offers, my over-freshman-credit…etc.

so its sad that the only thing i cant do as i want are my grades..=_=

anyway, recently im editing my CV
and found out i hv “ark farn sic” for so long…=_= hhahaha

写下我度秒如年难捱的离骚

如果一天发现我神经衰弱,那就一定是email alert 的错
一天放了太多時間在等待,空等,白等
等教授的回覆,等升降機,等食飯,等到星期五,
等待下一個長假期,等待實習人事部的回覆,等,等等。。
今日等唔到,聽日再等,後日再等。。
我說,我黏著我的電腦是有原因的。
今天買了40W電燈泡,讀愛的原著小說,文具
翻聽又翻聽小情歌,正經地讀了兩小時物理
為的,只是在鬱悶的時間隙中填上內容而已
為的,是暫時驱散我壓在心頭整年以来的鬱悶
已經步入思緒上的風燭殘年嗎

四分一的大學生涯。

經過再三失望沮喪自卑無奈鬱悶憤世嫉俗無能為力
不是對失敗麻木,而是對失敗的副作用的免疫
不是害怕獨處,而是享受難得的獨處時光
不是不願埋首書堆,是違己交病
不是行為怪異,是不甘活於荒誕的陳規下
不是逃避挑戰,是本身已活在挑戰裡

谢谢你们的倾听。