自作孽 +JP

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should NEVER take a ‘short’ nap after pulling an all-nighter. should NEVER take a ‘short’ nap after pulling an all-nighter. should NEVER take a ‘short’ nap after pulling an all-nighter. should NEVER take a ‘short’ nap after pulling an all-nighter. should NEVER take a ‘short’ nap after pulling an all-nighter. should NEVER take a ‘short’ nap after pulling an all-nighter. should NEVER take a ‘short’ nap after pulling an all-nighter. should NEVER take a ‘short’ nap after pulling an all-nighter. should NEVER take a ‘short’ nap after pulling an all-nighter. should NEVER take a ‘short’ nap after pulling an all-nighter. should NEVER take a ‘short’ nap after pulling an all-nighter. should NEVER take a ‘short’ nap after pulling an all-nighter. should NEVER take a ‘short’ nap after pulling an all-nighter. should NEVER take a ‘short’ nap after pulling an all-nighter. should NEVER take a ‘short’ nap after pulling an all-nighter. should NEVER take a ‘short’ nap after pulling an all-nighter. should NEVER take a ‘short’ nap after pulling an all-nighter. should NEVER take a ‘short’ nap after pulling an all-nighter. should NEVER take a ‘short’ nap after pulling an all-nighter. should NEVER take a ‘short’ nap after pulling an all-nighter. should NEVER take a ‘short’ nap after pulling an all-nighter. should NEVER take a ‘short’ nap after pulling an all-nighter. should NEVER take a ‘short’ nap after pulling an all-nighter. should NEVER take a ‘short’ nap after pulling an all-nighter. should NEVER take a ‘short’ nap after pulling an all-nighter. should NEVER take a ‘short’ nap after pulling an all-nighter. should NEVER take a ‘short’ nap after pulling an all-nighter. should NEVER take a ‘short’ nap after pulling an all-nighter. should NEVER take a ‘short’ nap after pulling an all-nighter. should NEVER take a ‘short’ nap after pulling an all-nighter. should NEVER take a ‘short’ nap after pulling an all-nighter. should NEVER take a ‘short’ nap after pulling an all-nighter. should NEVER take a ‘short’ nap after pulling an all-nighter. should NEVER take a ‘short’ nap after pulling an all-nighter. should NEVER take a ‘short’ nap after pulling an all-nighter.

=((((((((((((((((((((…especially on pset due dates…………and especiallyu just got a C for that test and the pset grades are going to save you……….

And I think to myself what a wonderful world

(warning: bad chinese ahead)

凌晨六時,將pset最後一個答案框起。天已微亮。
勞勞碌碌 已功課deadline作為單位的生活,就這樣又過了一個學年
明知故犯的逃避太多,藉口太多,起起跌跌總算捱過去了

老實說麻省理工的課程很簡單 (逃)
番看過往的功課測驗,總覺得
對於有充足準備的學生,有留心上堂的學生,
實在太簡單了 (可惜我這一年沒有很努力)

沒有很努力的原因,是過份的自我體諒
對自己太包容了。
。成績不好是因為身邊的人太聰明,
。睡覺最重要,
。看不懂就skip
。沒耐性
well,其實只要對自己要求高一點點,
比其他人做多一點點,
將勤補拙的話,是沒問題的說

“專家提醒,留學不僅僅是為了拿學位,還要吸取國外的文化精華,盡早融入當地社會,与优秀的同學交往,了解當地的思維模式、語言規范和文化”
well, besides
還有花了很多時間精力去適應新環境
我說的不是什麼 文化差異 什麼 文化飢渴症
而是。留學海外 如何監官/照顧及交代自己
。如何認知及接受 由” 讀書=強項” 到 “身邊所有人都比你聰明勤力,大家 都在併命” 這事實
。慢慢懂得去無視他人目光 享受獨處  。理財,時間管理 etcetc
+不幸地花了不少情感在妒忌及自卑上

sleep, study, social,在這裡我有朋友嗎
大慨讀書是這裡生活的backbone, and given i hate group studying
只可以有書友吧,其他人都不敢放太大信任各有各忙,
這裡,我沒有朋友圈子
我亦都開始覺得一個clique並沒有很重要
亦開始覺得星期六日不一定要離開校園才算得上是weekend

就是說,生活的廣度雖然縮成了小小的自我

但理性的深度及觀點的高度卻從沒變低過

last but not least, angelababy is so cute !!

小弟弟

我最喜愛的人是小弟弟
我最討厭的人也是小弟弟。
為什麼我喜愛他?
因為他很惹人愛,
他時常微笑,
他胖胖白白,
像一隻小肥豬。

為什麼我討厭他?
他咬我,
他打我,
他抓我的頭髮,
他時常半夜哭,
使我不能入睡。

不過, 我還是喜愛他多一點,
因為他是我的小弟弟。

i suddenly recalled this poem.
in primary 1 (i.e. 5 years old)
teachers have chosen a few outstanding girls to participate in the speech festival
but thats not me =p but im so bitter that I memorized the poem
and always performed it at home ..=_=

FBI 聯邦密探

this post could definitely go to the “surprise” catagory

An FBI guy flashed his badge to me today XDDD
white-hair-middle-aged white guy!!!

FBI捜査官 レイペンバー かも?

WOW just like in movie (…hahahahaha)!!!

dont worry im not in trouble XD

well to me, FBI actually stand for

flourine bromine iodine..
802 version: Force, B field, and I curent

Fall 09 explained

so im taking 4 classes only.

compared to freshman Fall — 5 full class + 1 seminar
or freshman spring —-4.5 classes + 1 research for credit

i feel kind of strange becoz i hv such a hardcore freshman year
then im back to 4 classes again.
seems like im wasting the tuition fee.
im questioning myself whether im making excuses for myself to have less worload again.

but here are the reasons why:
1) unlike the classes i am taking, 本科 GPA  is very important. less sub, more time on each.
2) I have never taken any lab class or engineering mechanics before, its gonna be hardhardhardcore.
the time needed for each subject will double or even triple for me to do it well

but if touchwood i B any subject, my GPA will really be at risk.
but as my friend said, if you are taking 6 subjects and you B everything, thats the same thing.

so, maybe I could take one PE class too. my schedule would probably be:

schedule