i got a double

becoz of our low rank , we got a double room.
even my future roomate wants a single room so much, we have to stay together.

stupid ranking system.

as a sophomore,
i cant afford getting irritated again by roomate’s noises
i hate people looking at me when im trying to concentrate 100% for studying
i hate someone’s walking around when im doing my problem set
i hate people intruding to my privacy
i hate people knowing what i am doing 24 hours a day and judge me
i hate looking at people studying when im taking a rest
i HATE someone who can suddenly open the door and come in without knocking

anyway,

suen so.

im so going to move out next spring.

i believe, i ABSOLUTELY believe,
i could study much much much much much better when im alone

im energetic when im alone

i dun have to care who else is in my room suddenly

i hate i hate i hate i hate sharing my private place with others

i have enough pressure outside my room already

why i have to be bothered too when im in my own room?

少年よ大志を抱け!

no matter its mine or others, sudden-ambitious behaviors make me feel giddy.
neither im excited nor disgusted by these acts, just that i feel strange about it …

hmmm
man, i always feel that im repeating myself.
now i have to start my sentence with “duno whether i’ve mentioned this before”
just that im always running out of topic
and hv to dig into the same database and find the same interesting thing to talk about??

t->∞

Today: May 6
Final : May 18 (12 days away)
Back: May 26 (20 days away)
Intern: June 1 (25 days away)
Sophomore: September (3 months away)

Intern Period: 3 months
Spring Semester Period: also 3 months
Feeling: omg goddamnit so freakin long

but when looking at my life timeline
or the mankind timeline
3 months is just so trivial.
And don’t worry about intern until you KO ur final. ok?
never trouble trouble until trouble troubles you!

anyway, i think if im going to write a book,
i guess i will write about my dai b life in MIT, with some illustration
and wht i’ve learnt throughout my 4-year-struggle.
(yes, struggle is the best word.) or MIT survival kit?
If I am a cell, then MIT is cytotoxic and eventually
induces apoptosis no matter how. (<- thx 7o14 i did learn sth.)

side-note: sometimes I really want to be a kindergarten kid. now,
some people challenged and doubted my ability when I achieved something.
or some will think it is normal that I could achieve something.
and If i eff-ed up they applauded and secretly felt happy for it.
or even secretly hoping I will eff up completely then they will party.

Why I will have this thought le,
becoz thats what I used to judge the people I hated. hahaha XD
yea im indeed very conceited and evil =D

wings

其實香港都係一個幾大驚少怪嘅地方
南生圍條鱷魚上左幾日頭版,仲變左濕地公園賣點 +條座頭鯨 then d人就組觀鯨團出海
記得有一日三級地震又上頭版,之後話地震期間一人死亡,但其實係個個人甘岩地震時跳樓
之後北美流感又專登開左兩三個渡假營 無病徵都要隔離七日 (i didnt say is bad)
淫照又可以好多日 A1 A2 A3 A4 A5 ..都係講緊陳冠希

有時真係覺得太local

thanks vicky for sending me the email about chicken wing..
yea i’ve actually been warned by many people that
chicken wing is really unhealthy…….
and now i just read a news about a woman having a 40-pound ovarian tumor..
oh well, touchwood touchwood…
then i should say thanks US mcdonald then
because they dont have McWings and I have literally stop
eating chicken wings in the US
(given that im very lazy to make one, except my annual cooking)

im at work now, FYI, i have front-desk job every Wed 9am – 12 noon
it is a big sacrifice becoz all my classes start at 1pm ….oh well
but its quite a good chance to force myself to face the community
speak english, deal with people,
train my self-discipline (yea right and u are typing ur blog during worktime)

wht i usually do is, i will open NYtimes.com and read all the news in 3 hours
very educational :p