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今天 終於在上班途中巧遇 “可遠觀”的允浩學長！
（注: “允浩學長”是 JpMoh-lu-gaang (<–日本讀法）的新同事
不同部門，但是在迎新training中說過話）
說話非常溫柔，身高178 cm – 182 cm,
才剛上班的人，
溢出學長的風度－－！
今天，排隊乘lift 的時候，他排在我＝老遠＝的前方
但是！他驀然回首，向我微笑跟點頭！！o ^ ^ o
那時後不知所x的在看都市日報的我，也跟他微笑了！
到了lift ，我們在一次四目交投兩秒－！
(天音：是耳機太大聲，成lift人都bear住你而已吧 =.=)
那其實跟 i.bank 的人結婚的話，
應該會忙的 生離跟死別 也分不出來吧
還是算la—
(天音：想太遠了.. =___=）
像水墨畫，人生要留白。
當生活之弦繃得太緊，
應停下來卸下壓抑，來給自己留些空白。
留白，可能才是一天的精髓所在。
偶然的停頓，也是生活的藝術。
靜觀留白處，
有才者韜光養晦，藏鋒避芒
得志者養精蓄銳，修養風范
失意者反省自慰，休養生息。
“處女座狀態好的時候，可以將自己聰明、細膩、能幹、溫情、幽默、有內涵等優良品質完全外展，此時他們顯得如此完美，光芒四射，並且可以表現得非常外向、健 談，容易與人打成一片（這本非他們的性格）。而一旦處女座狀態不好，便會變成另一個人，甚至非常窩囊，一事無成，不過通常此時他們都躲避外在的干擾,所以 讓人感覺有點間歇性自閉症” HOW TRUEEEE ahahha
“要麼便極度冷漠和被動，對誰都不理不睬。其實處女座很清楚自己現在的樣子，但他們無力改變和控制自己的情緒，只能選擇瘋狂地逃避一切。他們想的是：與其很 不自然地面對你，尷尬地和你說些無關痛癢地話，或是因和平時反差太大而被人說成表裡不一，性格怪異，還不如先躲一陣子，等調節好了以後再出來。所以，在與 人交往中，他們只會和不得不交流的人（實在躲不掉）或是完全陌生的人（反正無所謂）交談，而和熟悉的朋友反而疏遠。” so true =…….=””
不喜主動，不善交際（也可以熱情，只是今天熱了，終有一天會冷的），不愛表現，不喜拋頭露面（萬一哪天情緒無法把握狀態不好時，豈不大失臉面） gwa gwa gwa gwa
iPod recently added– MJ’s and Lady Gaga
after watching so many cool bao youtube videos..
i want to learn to dance like MJ !!!! (?!)
but sadly I am dance-wise handicapped….=.=
modern/MJ/break dance this summer, anyone??
(…….silent)
seriously, after a year of blogging,
Im thinking to standardize my entries into some kind of format
e.g. within 100 words in chinese / english, in point-form ..etc…
if in case one day I’m like MJ, people could quote me easily haha
keep it short, i think how ppl think of me is
MCS: rumored / labeled as xxx’s daughter since P.1 . all-time notoriously negative.
LPC: hea and fold and sleepy
MIT: seclusive? … wait, is there a F!0ni in our class/dorm?
thinspo
throw a tantrum
putting on earphones is like wearing your face mask
the latter one, u don’t have to fake any smiles or facial expression
so you could rest your facial muscle a bit
while for earphones, you just mentally isolate urself from the reality
so you could rest your mind a bit
one thing strange is ,
‘studying’ my iTunes Play Count/blog language pattern,
I tend to listen to English songs/write in English in Hong Kong
Cantopop/in cantonese in MIT
and J-pop/in Japanese before leaving for USA
Can someone explain this? anyone?
today went to a MIT Sing-k gathering
10 MITers and 2 from Princeton
they are not Hong Kongers but coming to HK for internships ==
my english is so bad =(( suan la//
and gatherings at this age =
10% making friends + 90% building up connections..sosad
and this summer
there r more than 1 person from MIT who told me
“so you are the one who stay in the reading room (自修室) a lot!!”
oh well..before getting too flattered about it, it also means that
the person also stays in the reading room a lot haha
anyway, glad that I got this always-stay-in-reading-room image
becoz it totally contradicts with my hea底 /hea-pay image I used to have for so long
(boy, you won’t want to know how hard I tried pushing myself going there)
impromptuz 