Author: impromptuz

everything going on in my mind is either distorted or unethical.

what’s happening to me??

感谢伤害我的人

带来保护我的人

感谢虚伪突显诚恳

晚安了

想感谢

每一盏亮着的灯

没有留下我一个人

beyoni is vulnerable to the wave of repetitive humiliations.
but beyoni is still fully supportive of beyoni.
beyoni is also grateful to her friends around,
for people who will say Hi to her,
for people who still remember her existence.

thank you for letting me know, even devalued,
I still have value.

學會退出，
蹀踱在燈火闌珊處。

–>Added twitter widget!

在這邊沒有甚麼摯友。
好啦，不要講摯友，就是比較好一點的朋友都沒有。

分析如下：
我的社交圈子都是男生
他們都很聰明  都在講我不懂的事情／我不會讀的class
大家都很忙 很快都會把我忘掉

所以 我覺得我應該努力結識一些跟我有common interest的人

其實lack of friends 我不會死掉
只是 我受不了其他人的目光。
只要自己甘願就可以了。

東西都買好啦 只是坐地燈 ＋拖鞋 還沒有買
現在等教授的回覆。

不太喜歡太安定的生活。

想不到為甚麼會在這裡 又想去那裡
越懂越多越不滿意 越喜歡回憶
看到了背影看不到自己
看到了路燈看不到自己
我們在唉聲嘆氣
在沼澤裡無能為力
一直走千萬公里
忘記了目的

Warning: 6 classes and 1 UROP

Yes i am probably going to be a 低微 undergrad research assistant again

this time with US geological survey 美國地質調查局

on climate change adaptation.

Still thinking should I go for it or not …hmmm

my concerns are:

1. it is good coz it doesnt need programming or any hardcore pre-req skills again yeahhhh

2. topic is interesting

3. but do i have the time above the 6 subs?

4. do I really know what is climate change adaption, at all?!

“爱自己就是开始延续一生的罗曼史。” －－ 怀尔德 Oscar Wilde

the away-from-home or oh-im-at-a-foreign-country feeling is long lost.

though i still feel like an alien among the locals,

but i could really call boston a temporary home.

i’m thrilled with all those small and big dramas goin on randomly
they made my day, made my blog, made my mindset, made my life.

i’m evil.

anyway, should enjoy the calm b4 the storm..

b4 my roomie come back and psets attacks

first time lonliness in this summer.
somehow i’m enjoying it.

and if you think i’m stupid,
i concur.