Blowater

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“爱自己就是开始延续一生的罗曼史。” -- 怀尔德 Oscar Wilde

the away-from-home or oh-im-at-a-foreign-country feeling is long lost.

though i still feel like an alien among the locals,

but i could really call boston a temporary home.

i’m thrilled with all those small and big dramas goin on randomly
they made my day, made my blog, made my mindset, made my life.

i’m evil.

anyway, should enjoy the calm b4 the storm..

b4 my roomie come back and psets attacks

first time lonliness in this summer.
somehow i’m enjoying it.

and if you think i’m stupid,
i concur.

Back to (another) reality

because one reality is already hard enough to deal with.
cheers, 留學生 , welcome back to this another version of ur life.

in these few days of nothingness, I:
1) not yet unpack, sleep at random hours of the day
2) watched 17 again, he’s just nt that into you, public enemies, i am legend, i love you man
3) lunch at harvard square x 3 – yanjing, shabu ya, bartley’s burger
4) bougt stationery at staples (15 cent for a 70-sheet sub notebk!!!!!)
5) bought textbooks at ebay and cooooop

still have to uy washingpowder..shampoo…etc….
urrrggg will do it tmr.

Ending

kicking off my career path at an ibank might not be the best choice
coz somehow you can’t go backwards , could you?
but financial institution (FI) is always dominant in a financial city like HK, isn’t it?

it is officially my first summer internship ever
I’ve indeed learnt a lot and experienced how’s life is
and understand how things start off at back office and affecting the whole corporate

anyway…
couldnt really list out in words what I’ve gained
but compared to the Me , keep worrying what will happen
I am now much more confident and
know the way to interact with ppl in a workplace like this

I am so grateful that this team is so kind to me
and interns are friendly and funny haahhaa
will see you all soon,
as I live in tai wai. haahaaaa

and yes , life is unfair. sorry guys.

帶攻擊性的男人

第一 ‘  帶戒指的男人
第二 ‘  帶攻擊性的男人

就算最善於人身攻擊的網民 也不會這樣連珠辱罵。
看到網上討論區的胡言 會為媽媽難受
但最難聽的verbal violence (言語暴力)
竟然是來自 (應該是?) 最疼自己的另一半
令人受不了的程度讓我哭起來。

完全不明白

就算對著我的仇人 我都不敢這樣當面狗吠侮辱
一句又一句  一刀又一刀   最不該講的 都全講出來
更何妨你還沒有醉!

在不解跟憤怒當中  讓我思考婚姻的意義
如果是因為愛情把兩人結合  那為甚麼可以這樣出言傷害 ?
even marriage is reduced to merely a financial venture,
(though not the case)
也應該有基本的 human respect!

如果
我的未來另一半 都可以突然 不明不白地 狠毒對我
我會超級恐懼婚姻的來臨,大概我會忍不住咬死他 。
如果婚姻 eventually 都是這樣 這麼多conspiracy theory (陰謀論)
我不介意他是聾啞。or,我會毒啞他。

人家把女兒嫁到你家 就是要你照顧保護的嘛。。

想一下 在未來被不斷辱罵insult的人是你女兒吧,拜託。

佩服媽嗎 從來 一句話也沒有反駁 一滴淚也沒有流。

to conclude,怒火喪智。