Author: impromptuz

「油断一秒、怪我一生」（ゆだんいちびょう、けがいっしょう）是一句日本常見的標語。「油断」即疏忽，「怪我」即受傷或意想不到的結果，整句即「一失足成千古恨」的意思。這個星期的blog內容又漸漸縮短了，原因有二：1）放假7天後要生吞堆積如山的工作，2）隨著爹哥的影響，我weekday又開始玩candy crush了，這就叫做油断一秒、怪我一週間 (・_・;”)

這個星期顯出了Post-Holiday Syndrome x Monday Syndrome 的威力。星期一心情異常沈重和低落，星期三才治癒了一半。星期五玩就恢復正常了：星期五晚出席了一個LEED Consortium ，碰到一位在 alum drinks 見過面的一位師兄。他竟然一路帶領著我去認識不同業界的professionals！”Let’s venture out!” 就這樣，本來站在一角喝橙汁食canapes的我都reach out到不同areas的行內人。如果有一天我變了專業人士，我都會好好對待我的師弟師妹的~

星期六請b食昇級飯，走走星光大道（原來有一隻mcdull銅像！），（又）玩冒險樂園，還有變身iron man…..errrr….其實放左上facebook後我想delete，但被禁止。anyways…hahaha….chok chok.

星期日又恢復了大學時的生活，自己一個在房間，停一停諗一諗，聽聽歌，迎接Monday Syndrome…..

Bro: they call it the White Valentine’s Day in Japan.
Me: we call it the Pi Day in MIT.

Good luck, Class of 2017!

感謝沿路遇上大大小小的貴人 :)

Chanel在我們旗下的辦公室大樓頂層舉辦VIP Cocktail Party，landlord 也被邀出席。昨天還在電腦前埋頭苦幹，處理放假一星期後的工作，本早已打消了出席的念頭。心郁郁的我最終被同事勸服。
又一次大開眼界，黑白的主題顏色，華而不俗的高尚風格，高水準的安排。還可以近距離見識到名模設計師的言行舉止，一瞬跳進與農園差天共地的世界。（Farmer Cheung 報導)

my mood swings are even more frequent and painful back in MIT days.
seems my tears are always ready no matter what i am doing or where I am.
I have no clue what I am sad about. Just a tiniest trigger is enough to echo around my mind.
Only time can calm me down.
I will go through it,
I can go through it,
I must go through it.

Immediate solution: 9gag!!

Currently Playing: Boutique in Heaven – Justin Timberlake

“I had been right I was still right I was always right. I had lived my life one way and I could just as well lived it another. I had done this and I hadn t done that. I hadn t done this thing and I had done another. And so? ” – Albert Camus, The Stranger

To realize a dream: persistence, courage, passion, skills and strategies.

The Impossible Dream

To dream the impossible dream,
to fight the unbeatable foe,
to bear with unbearable sorrow,
to run where the brave dare not go.

To right the unrightable wrong,
to love pure and chaste from afar,
to try when your arms are too weary,
to reach the unreachable star.

This is my quest,
to follow that star —
no matter how hopeless,
no matter how far.

To fight for the right
without question or pause,
that one man scorned and covered with scars
still strove with his last ounce of courage.
To reach the unreachable stars.

埋下理想 栽種幻想

翻一翻護照，這六年來竟然有七個「陸上許可」的日本印。我喜歡日本，因為我喜歡避世。在這個與我無關的自由國度，我可以暫時卸下重擔和鬆開枷鎖，唯一以好奇心去探索每一天，珍惜每一秒。Take a break for real!

畢業後生活難免鬱悶。時間軸拉長，前進的節拍也拖慢了。向前看，timeline segmentation 只有讀surveying，三年後rotation完畢，然後下一個foreseeable的已經是結婚，有一天出書。That’s it.

走到浅草寺的籤筒面前，合上眼問自己，我對未來到底有什麼寄望？腦裡一片空白。日復一日地生活，一直依賴著Steve Jobs 的一句 “connect the dots” carry on，那我的purpose of life 是什麼？Source of passion 是什麼？以前初中迷上web design，不停參加比賽，當時確確實實每天都被渴望推動著，以努力來止渴。現在呢？面對種種前所未有的variables in life，在這隨時斷開的橋樑上步步為營地見步行步，一直告訴自己，穩定下來後就可以re-focus重新出發。可是，我怕我已經習慣了這種mentality，以此為藉口去逃避現實。

Anyways…