My Social Detachment

back on the same topic again .. on how our decisions are ultimately driven by selfishness.
contemplation of human relationship always boils down to one sad fact — ‘no
one cares about nobody’. parental/family love is the only kind that is truly selfless, genuine and unconditional (yet in such a soulless/absurd generation…it’s not surprising to find news that violate this fundamental notion)
what is love anyway. true love is….hmm.. if Im willing to give my last piece of McWing to that person, I love him/her more than myself.
“对你不好的人，你不要太介怀，在你一生中，没有人有义务要对你好，除了我和你妈妈。至于那些对你好的人，你除了要珍惜、感恩外，也请多防备一点，因为，每个人做每件事，总有一个原因，他对你好，未必真的是因为喜欢你，请你必须搞清楚，而不必太快将对方看作真朋友。”
it’s true that 防人之心不可無…but honestly i dun hv so many calculations/reasons when I make friends…maybe I already intuitively do but just that I hvnt realized yet? or maybe that’s how i differentiate between a ‘connection’ and a ‘friend’
so i feel particularly sad when my friend treated me as a connection….or vice versa. : <

i am required to list my beneficiaries in the case of my death and the percentage to each individual. this is probably the very first life-death-level legal decision i have ever made in my 21 years of life
有些人觉得成功是应分，失败是不幸。但我却强烈的觉得成功是侥幸，失败是正常。这就是实力派与呃饭食派的区别。
a brief eye contact at 77 mass ave makes my day
the root of all evil — addiction. all these unblock-me tetris bejweled …ai
my lifestyle totally got altered after the death of my macbook screen.
lost hope in my dorm dining hall… my appetite =/=HALAL islamic arabian vegan indian food
stories in my dream = ‘u-must-be-dreaming’ type of stuff…..too dreamy to be true >w< if the content of my dream is the determinant of my happiness…then what are the determinants/ingredients of dreams?