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im tired

i dont want to study

i have no motivation

i have hea 3 days already

i did nothing constructive but risk.

if witnessing my failure could make u a lil bit happier,

or gratify you,

or let you have a chance to tease at me, to judge me,

or could satisfy your own ego for no reason,

or justify yourself a lil bit more,

or think that you are much more hardworking than i am,

or finding a solid proof that i’m indeed useless,

or getting excited to find out im not as hardcore as ppl said,

or finding a new topic as a new rumor,

or badmouth me,

or couldnt wait to witness my doomsdays for effing up my finals,

or you are feeling sympathetic/pathetic about my inferior attitude,

or you have always looked at me with scorn,

or as president bush said, u think u are not misunderestimating me,

or glad that as Plato said my attitude will make me walk lame to the end of my life,

welcome to do so and here is the chance.

but if you are feeling the same as I do,

welcome to the club.

(and now you know why I hate being in a double room.
the above assumptions just pop up when I found out someone is here when im taking an afternoon nap.
and Im not lying that i have inferior complex. u won’t want to know to know the painful reason though.)