緣份

Tonight, I decided not to do anything. (just like any other late nights.)

I think the only problem is– I should stop welcoming my own lame excuses

any kind that will stop my progress.

I think I should stay in the student center except for sleeping

one is for the air-conditioning, second is, the environment would really push me

dang, instead of going back to work, i dont mind taking summer classes

another thing is, i dont really like people asking how my MIT life is: as in, to me,
they r trying to find out whether I am folded, doomed, antisocial or what
sample question: so what do you do in weekends? who do you hang out with?
how’s classes? do you have anything to do except studying? how well are you doin.
my interpretation: what im doing now is JUST exactly enough to deal with these
kind of questions. honestly, non-academic stuffs are really just to tell myself and tell
others im not a nerd , well

Last thingI wanna say today is,
I dont like random strangers bumping into my blog ,
or people that i totally have no relationship with
as mentioned in my previous entry, how i shape myself in front of people
is a totally contradiction with my honest self- presentation in this blog
sometimes, i dont want random people knowing me in deep-shit.
keep the good image is good enough. too much info is no good.
anyway…if you are reading this blog, it is still kind of 緣份, so, ok la