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im jealous ><”

i don’t really know what i am doing.
i am always making decisions contradicting with what i really am.
i am always putting myself in deep shit or helpless situation, damn
see, for everything im doing now, i wonder how many percent of it
are actually driven by my true will.

at least i know the school i am at now, the country i am at now,
the internship im going to do, the major im going to major in,
the songs im listening to,
are not really stuffs that im truly passionate about.

ah too many “i am” in recent entries

so how are you?

annoying things continue:
PEOPLE DONT SEND YOU BACK THE PHOTOS which they claim they will
and never upload them for ages …if you are not uploading, dont bring your camera.