i’m not going to delete my previous entries
because once again i should rmb how crazy i would go when im feeling crazy (= =?)
honestly, the more I achieve, the more severe my inferiority complex is
maybe firstly even i couldn’t convince myself whether i deserve the achievements i got now
secondly i know very clearly how ‘good’ my standard is…
anyway……………
my crazy sympthons is:
destructive
self-destructive
tend to make noise (shout, scream, bing bing bang bang)
scrowl
etc
impromptuz 