Cycle

while I am so prone to making mistakes.. I always try to avoid failures.
but wht’s sarcastic is that, the more I did preparation, the higher probability to do sth wrong.
maybe its not ability problem..its the fear that has hindered me to complete tasks smoothly

only if I could conquer the fear to look forward..maybe I would be a more successful person.

then School starts again, schedule is crazier than last term, wht’s more is that its finally a GPA term.
taking almost all science classes.. given almost all my hong kong upperclassmen are 5.0 ppl….
and i hv such bad emotional control… have to do 4 PSETs per week…
the schedule is so packed that i dun even know if I could go to office hour or not…….
have to wake up early for work, for class in such a cold weather……..

see, the game hasn’t started yet I am already so freaked out by all these possibiliies and pressure.

I guess, to face all these obstacles..
Work Hard , Work harder than anyone else, is the only solution.
for im not the smart ones..

I know I know I am always repeating myself , saying the same thing.
but its really important for me to keep my spirit high, and confidence, and motivation to work hard.

if not, im just a loser ..getting defeated by pressure so easily.

18.02, 18.03, 8.02, 7.014, 21f.504 …another 5 subjects.
I will play this game well.
I will do my best.