i feel so sorry for my readers (if there is any) that I haven’t write my blogs for days since I came back.
reasons:
1) my computer is completely broken. after my multiple brutal attempts in fixing it…
2) work Mon- Fri, 10am – 6:30pm
i’ve not much to sayyyy …for days are repetitive and boring.
life without a computer gives me a lot more time to really think about different aspects of life
instead of pointlessly clicking and typing.. responding and waiting for respond,
or getting fed up by the insipid intro music of the songs (being played for over 100 of times in my iTunes…)
in this holiday I have a first taste of being an Office Lady. in a public relations firm.
though its totally unrelated to my major, or not something an MIT student would normally do
still it means something to me. firstly it really helps coz I dun hv any “proper” work experience before except my front desk job
so that at least it will give me some ( better than nothing) advantages in finding summer internship..
well after all skills like communications/public relations/human interaction/basic adminstration are practical for all kind of jobs, i guess.
so its not useless, and i will get $4000 for my 3-week internship.
maybe i just want to prove that i have made a right choice giving up my IAP to stay in Hong Kong.
I think it worths it.
so what i’ve learnt from this job is that:
1. I WONT DO PR JOB FOR SURE IN MY LIFE. TOO HECTIC. dun wanna work 7 days a week!!! XD
2. if i really gonna be an OL..my goal will be:
in a day: fong gung
in a week: saturday
in a year: long holiday
in my life: retirement
another thing is that…
im finding myself more silent (as in less talkative) and less sociable/socialable/whtever how it spelled
and im making up all kind of possible reasons to make it legitimate..
i duno..i duno where i belong now
wht kind of attitude i should hv to wht kind of ppl at wht kind of place ..so tired of it
i dun especially like hong kong..or i dun especially like boston..
just like once i chatted to my colleague..(though he is talking about boyfriends == )
there is nothing perfect. even you think u’ve found a better one
there must be something u dun like..which the previous ones have
which is true for all kind of decision-making process..everything got it own pros and cons
not that i like boston so i hate hong kong, nor i like hong kong then i hate boston…
all it got some good points and bad points…
i dun wanna deal with human relationships anymore..
getting rid of facebook, actually, is such a big relief.
i dun have to care how people are happily doing at that IAP in MIT now
so i dun even hv to compare/jealous/envy as i duno anything
sometimes its better to know less mo liu stuffs.
and know more useful stuffs.
recently i’ve been watching news and reading online news too quite frequently..
reading a lot about the war crime in Gaza
thats really something we should care about.
in 2009 in this century..people are still suffering under violence..
70,000 students are willing to sacrifice their lifes for suicide bomb to show their “loyalty’ to their leaders
leader ordering killing all jewish children in the world.
crazy.
sometimes the world is too absurd for me to understand.
or im too absurd to fit in this normal world.
see, i could write on and on
blog is really important as i hvnt written here for so long
my topic and theme is always so repetitive.
cant help……………………. sorry if i hv bored u guys
impromptuz 