After living in a boarding school for 2 years (+ exposing myself to different external activities) I’ve found there is an inner tendency in me, inclining to solitude. Its not something Im proud of, or especially happy about. but at least, I found the time being alone is precious, meaningful and spiritually fulfilling.
Put on my earphones, turn on my mind, turn off my mouth. Cook my favourite noodles, type my blog, play my Typing-Speed.
More than once I was asked “what’s your real hobbies?” answers will be like:
1. japanese culture and language..but not exactly a hobby, an activity?
2. facebook. too common though
3. Blogging and playing typing speed, its embrassing to unveil my 宅女ID
4. (super fake ones) Chemistry and doing volunteer work!
Anyway…what’s good to be alone is, there is no need to be fake, 100% honest and truthful.
self-heart-talk need not to filter anything.
Call me anti-social, it makes who I am.
(P.S. nah, im not anti-social during Orientation period, I dont dare to :p Definitely its very fun to play, explore and chill out with new friends too! )
I mean..sometimes u can’t always be fettered by all these mainstream standard and judgement, if =feasible=, just be what you are. Orientation is understandable..but after that, I can’t be Miss. Friendly 24/7.
To conclude,
“Don’t you know I’m so tired of it all?”
“我清楚看見自己的生存狀態，而且至少，我並不以我的生存狀態為榮。”
P.P.S. for the first time commented as with British accent!!! hahaha
impromptuz 