I survived the 1st week.

I survived the 1st week. 一星期五天不停地勞動, 終於都可以停下來了
今天(又)到了chinatown, 跟chester 買中秋節的東東 買了麵, 燈籠,月餅
哎 實在太累了…  又在過著 sin curve 般的生活
又到中秋, 年年都玩蠟燭..睇黎終於都要停 冇得玩了
要做的事:
1. 到唐人街買巴士飛, 問機票
2. 執房, 換床單, 洗衫
3. 做功課

聽日acapella audition!!! 都未知唱乜歌好添……-…..-
唉 現在的生活是  灰灰灰灰灰灰灰灰灰灰
所以 只要有一滴值得開心的事 都已經很好了 i.e. 灰灰灰灰好野灰灰灰灰

撇除 麻煩友/番學/功課/溫書/唔明的課程
還是最享受一邊走 一邊涼風吹送 慢慢行番學 聽住ipod
望住boston的藍天   在 infinite corridor 撞上朋友 慶幸有緣
回到房 吃自己煮的晚餐 在youtube 邊笑邊看 ‘男親女愛’
唔駛勉強寒暄 打比朋友吹水 沖涼 訓覺 正

10:50pm 被叫了去打牌 開了兩台 想不到 dining hall 的台剛可用來作麻將台 :p
同桌有 xiaoyi chunkai william.. -70 穩定地輸了 哈哈哈 2:22 結束~

“世界麻將大賽賽規” 為pset XD

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呢排發生既事情 令我開始明白點解我會有 “no one can be as funny as you can”的image

1a. 買汽水 開汽水就噴晒出黎 (剛剛發生)
1b. 開心地用心地煮好碗面 入房前一下倒瀉左 仲要 熨到腳指 (昨天發生)
2. 好日都唔買支果汁 買左擺係書包 就漏水 入面既t-shirt 變左黃色
3. 過過下馬路正中間 拖鞋爛左
4. 上堂有guest黎 upenn reception 等等 篇篇就有無聊廣告SMS 響左首音樂出黎

5. 間竭性仆低
6. 囉晒相機去旅行 無帶memory card
7. 飛機坐21B行 問哥哥:”嘩!! B咪坐得好前” (天音:睇戲呀?)
8. 行行下路 好地地又會甩拖鞋
9. 容易笑到失控 比人講仲又會面紅
10. 成日聽唔清人地同我講乜野 要人講幾廿次 (more sadly, vice versa.)
11. 帶耳環帶到要界開隻耳仔囉番出來

気に入った人がいるけど、

時間がないし、チャンスがないかもしれないし、やっぱり諦めたほうがいいと思って。

こんなことような経験もういっぱいあるけど。。

‘あいたいなぁ’。

今日911美國下半旗呢~

time management.

the workload is crazily heavy. im sorry for always not listening to phone calls… just that i dun even have time to have a proper lunch / dinner recently./__\

It is indeed very abnormal that I found no laziness in me now .
went to school for a week already, though classes are either start at 9am or 11am
EVERYDAY, i mean seriously every day I have to wake up 2 hours earlier to do my homework, reading assignments, memorize japanese conversations, writing responses or just to prepare the class.
Comparing to my lifestyle in LPC, where I woke up at 7:17am for a 7:30am class….its quite a change.

Anyway, finally finished 8.01 and 18.01 PSETs ! though still have one more globalization writing response to go…damn i will do it tomorrow morning ..-_-“‘

well talking about ECA, seems that I have no ECA at all?! but from what i noticed, could i fit in any time slot for ECA? ……-.- im now doing Kendou Acapella HKSS and Contra Dance..but obviously all of these items are just-for-fun, haha. gum dim leh.

Viva-la-vida <3 keep looping !!
still have Kanji Quiz and application exercise tomorrow…ai
life is daunting and dry sometimes. which makes trivial surprises gratifying =)
goodnight, 2:53am.

timetimable = start at 9am / end at 5pm.
hm………………

一天一挫敗, 不過唔緊要啦 c’est la vie.

well (2)

今天零消費 美食包括:
1. 鮮蝦海撒沙律 +蛋糕
2. 札幌蒜香照燒雞湯麵 (其實只不過係出前一丁, 個名勁fancy XD)
3. 公仔點心珍珠雞 x 3

im feeling this gap always, every second in here.
no matter in background and culture, intelligence and diligence, personality and behavior.
i belong to nowhere.

in LPC i still got my small curtained corner..but here, im always exposed to people, i.e. always unintentionally exposing myself to comparision. well, not really comparision, coz the difference is too obvious. i need some privacy to deal with my own weaknesses, i need some solitude time to brush up my rusted hand and mind. i need some time to go back on track again.

i dont want to be alone but in many cases my existence among others in here is very saddening …
i can’t do the homework, i don’t want to ask, i want to try by myself for the first time
i dun want to go copy model answers or memorize marking schemes again
this is not the right way to work ……….

but when i started to do things in the proper way, i just can’t do it.

nerds, stop telling me how you “enjoy” or “relaxing” the problem sets
how “easy” that you are surprised, how quickly you finished them.

the fact is , the hard fact that im accepting slowly, i hv to work much harder to catch up with the geeks here.

say I have 5 HW now i duno which to start. becoz no matter which set i dont know how to start.
i won’t say I’m worried, but rather a 事實認知階段
i’m not lazy, i dun hv the slightest intention to slack/ procrastinate/ to be lazy.
i know time is not enough, my foundation is not enough.
there is no uncertainty. this self-engulfing fact is very clear now.