this is exactly what’s happening now:
just random: i realized ppl always want to show off in front of me ?
maybe im too sensitive but i really wanna tell u guys that i dun really care?
becoz im pretty sure they mean nothing to me ?? becoz first-impression is indestructible.
發覺這世界永遠太少深刻
因此花一天改變一切習慣
發覺這世界永遠太多蹺蹊
因此花一天擁有一切運氣
慢慢地邁向聽朝
靜靜地懷念昨日
再決定今天只要相信愛
叫皺紋散開 喚青春歸來
因此我喜歡花一天感覺一切是愛
before anything, i really wanna say:華懋一定要贏 ng goi…and mr.chan等天收
What I would really do is :
0) Buy a new eyeglasses. one of them broke into two pieces. I want a nerdy one.
1) Watch OCW videos for Engineering Mechanics I every night / weekend
2) write detective novel jointly with my MIT friend in a blog starting from June
(yea maybe next year u will see @ur hometown bookstore…detective novel by MIT authors!)
3) shop stuffs to decorate my new room into a 和室
(??!)
or buying pictures like
seriously,
how to decorate my room liek a japanese roomm???? any suggestion?
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昔者莊周夢為胡蝶
栩栩然胡蝶也
自喻適志與
不知周也
俄然覺 則蘧蘧然周也
不知周之夢為胡蝶與
胡蝶之夢為周與
—–莊子<齊物論>
春立下分際的標竿時，我作了一個夢。
我夢見我竟然變成了人，走到草原上，
看著自己飛來飛去。
雨水沾濕了翅膀，卻讓花香更清明；
穀雨雖然寒冷，卻讓鮮豔的顏色更磅礡。
當我還是蝴蝶的時候，我不知道自己如此地快樂。
我遇過這叢花嗎？或是這花的誕生是因為我？
我能再遇到他嗎？還是我從未盛開過？
不過，我知道那花從此印記成我的紋路
Chaque papillon etait le fantome d’une fleur passe,
revenant a la recherche de elle-meme
那個隱居的女人，她的朋友說。
Est-ce que j’ai vraiment rencontre cette fleur?
Etait-elle nee pour moi?
Est-ce que je vais la revoir?
N’ai-je jamais eclos?
當我夢為人的時候，我才發覺這被忽略的快樂。
尋找前世的蝴蝶，在夢的觸鬚中成了人；
身體形式是生命的各站停靠。
懂得太多的人，被心眼絆倒，在計較間迷走打轉
而那不怕貘、不懂生死的翅膀，正飛舞在最美的風景間
我期待夢醒的時候，要做一隻順應快樂的蝴蝶。
「每一個蝴蝶都是從前的一朵花的鬼魂，回來尋找它自己。」
yesterday has an interesting talk with a friend
(yea thats what we do for exam preparation)
seems there is a set expected formula for all people in the HK community
1. earn a university degree
2. get a job and earn money to support ur family and urself
3. buy a big house and car
4. get married and have a baby
and the baby will follow step 1-4 again
and the baby’s baby will follow step 1-4 too
generated by natural selection and some traditional thoughts,
this steps of life may have the best survival advantage
what people think is, social pressure:
1. DONT earn a university degree -> you are stupid
2. get a job and earn money to support ur family and urself –> you are not contributing to ur society and being selfish
3. buy a big house and car –> you dont have any label showing your richness
4. get married and have a baby –> you will have no one to take care of you when you are old
is it a must to follow this?
There are many things I wanna do
And what Im looking for is definitely NOT being rich or become an ibanker
sth I must do in my life:
i want to live in Japan for a year
I want to speak Japanese fluently
I want to have a job that is with low risk and high pay (XD)
I want to enjoy my life
I want to have enough sleep every day
I want to travel around the world, alone
thats what im really looking forward to.
so why i really appreciate people getting a gap year
why do we have to slave under the social expectation?
why cant I go to somewhere do some volunteer work
Why should I get straight As if it means I will have no life?
We never know how long our life would be.
人生如白駒過隙，倘不及時行樂，則老大徒傷悲也！
no matter its mine or others, sudden-ambitious behaviors make me feel giddy.
neither im excited nor disgusted by these acts, just that i feel strange about it …
hmmm
man, i always feel that im repeating myself.
now i have to start my sentence with “duno whether i’ve mentioned this before”
just that im always running out of topic
and hv to dig into the same database and find the same interesting thing to talk about??
ハート形のスイカ
wht i’ve learnt today: first impression is indestructable.
impromptuz 