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….但他立刻轉敗為勝了。他擎起右手﹐用力的在自己臉上連打了兩個嘴巴﹐熱剌剌的有些痛﹔打完之後﹐便心平氣和起來﹐似乎打的是自己﹐被打的是別一個自己 ﹐不久也就仿彿是自己打了別個一般﹐──雖然還有些熱剌剌──心滿意足的得勝的躺下了。

－ 阿Ｑ正傳 － 優勝記略

我所指的不是阿Q精神，而是內在分裂的自我批鬥跟交戰。

2010 ：就讓我置之死地而後生。

“”我們偶爾互相對望，

為能兩相廝守而感到穩靠，

又恍惚如夢。“” －《 潮平岸闊‧高錕自述》

H=hosedness, P=Punting (distractions/hour), W=Work Assigned – Work Ignored (assignments), t=time(hours)

「今を生きろ、この一瞬を生きろ」

「ごめんねも、ありがとうも、愛してますも、今日のうちに言ってあげ！明日は何か起こるかわからないから、今を精一杯に生きる！」

–  ロング・ラブレター〜漂流教室〜

明日は何が起こるかわからないのが人生ですものねーー

甚麼人都不想見了。

這四個月以來的缺氧，重傷的我需要好好療養。

心情心態心理脾氣上也要做到”pull myself together”，

然後再背上那沈重不堪的氧氣瓶，

一月底再潛下去 在深海最深處 迎接一波又一波的挑戰。

希望在新一年 可以做到我操縱情緒 而不是 情緒操縱我。

誓不再讓起伏的情緒沖昏理智。

(not in order)

(0) I survived 2 semesters. ended with a 5.0 at the moment.

(1) I talked to my dream guy with my last bit of courage on love!! ^^

(2) I sang solo for a several times , and a handsome guy asked for my facebook after my performance =D

(3) I worked at an investment bank for 3 months, which is 15 mins away from home.

(in deep thought for 5 mins…)

(4) I got a new schoolbag which I like very much.

(…ok what else?)

(5) I really started to learn cooking. At least cooking is now less unfamiliar.

(5.5) I changed my major. I added a major. I changed my dorm!

===INTENSE LEARNING EXPERIENCE===
(6a) Now I understand “And God said Light” t-shirt becoz of 8.o2 (if Chester didnt mention it in his review session, I won’t realize it at all hahahaha)
(6b) I finished a 5000-word 20 page research paper on sulfur aerosol injection geoengineering scheme
(6c) Now I know how bridges, beams,trusses or tunnels fracture, collapse and  buckle.
(6d) Now I know how to use hand drill, any stay-away-from-children tools in a lab.
(6e) I know what is Solow’s model or what’s really going on in the macroecon world.
(6f) I LEARNT JAVA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(6g) I know about the overall situation of LDP of japan.
(6h) Thanks to my two research projects, now I am confident to talk about climate change adaptation planning policy or anything about cogeneration energy or district heating.

(6i) Looking back, given all the knowledge i’ve gained in this year, TFP is not really a FP.

I am happy that learning is still the sole responsiblity. i dont have to worry about anything except learning. sad that i am not smart enough if not I will be so sure to go for MEng. I don’t want to face the world. But for people as lazy as I am, if I don’t face the world asap, I will degenerate.