大dilemma@ bertrand’s paradox

i really think it’s the first time ever that

i feel so excited after reading an internship’s description.

maybe this is my true interest — tech strategic research that is not heavily technical but still relevant?

oh well, congras impromptuz in reaching (not counting myself) 10,000 views!
(i.e. ~in average 18 views per day XD ..orz)
thank you very much m(_      _)m

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so i accidentally felt asleep while i’m waiting for my laundry
supposed to wake up at 5:30pm..and now is 6:42pm

In this one-hour nap, I got a very random *dream:

  1. I witnessed someone, a random stranger, committed suicide falling off a building. I almost cried, the bang is so loud. Hayley’s car appeared and she said she knows the girl.
  2. I asked my mum to take a picture for me and my LPC friend when we are visiting a new Korean temple in Hong Kong. Turn out we suddenly have a lip-to-kip kiss, with his hands on my cheek. (=O=) my mum pushed the LPC friend away. hahahaha (dur i feel so sorry about myself and that friend..@_@ i dun really meant to hv such a thought)
  3. I also spoke with a bunch of cool Korean teenagers in Japanese. (??)
  4. Suddenly all my teeth become so brittle, they started to , not exactly fall off, but fall into pieces. I hv to pick them up one by one from my mouth.

冬日裡洗過的太陽

今天開動了“活躍外向健談” mode
幸好還沒有生鏽,但今天的human interaction完全超出了quota
吖疲れたー

發現用不同語言的自己都會有不同的性格
例如,
普通話的我 是真的比較健談長篇,因為我要用到普通話時都是暢所直言的。還有寫blog都是用普通話輸入法,所以都比較真。
廣東話的我都是比較簡短間斷,因為在香港的自己不太喜歡講話,都在msn,hahaha。
然後英文的我是超級尷尬害羞,帶口音,因為感覺外國人常常都要我講兩次,自信減低。
講日文的我是緊張膽怯,那因為真的不太會講。

開始懂得去平常心面對生活中大大小小的不如意。

a few words on ghost pine.
it is very saddening…i couldn’t really describe my feelings in words.
there’s a natural emotional attachment that has rooted in my heart for so long.
it’s symbolic and important in embodying our maryknoll spirit and memories…
sigh. goodbye ghost pine, you will always be in my 11-year MCS memories.

The Imaginarium

  • went to Harvard Square AMC for the The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus.  can’t write any film review on it because I understand nothing.According to a random comment on Yahoo! Movie , ”有深度既人先會明“. Well in this case, I guess I am very shallow. hahaha. Please tell me if you understand the true theme and motif behind the plot. I REALLY want to know……=.=
  • Recently I dressed better, or at least combed my hair, before leaving my dorm. Thanks to a random friend who told me “梗係著靚d啦,隨時會見到靚仔架麻”
  • xg told me that my blog is “越來越睇唔明”, please forgive my pretentious attempts in making my blog more sophisticated in content XD
  • Its time to expand my social circle after a yearlong stagnancy.Another friend of mine told me that I have this tendency in acting very sociably and 熱情  and outgoing in the beginning of a new environment, and after a while people won’t see me appearing again. I really love this friend becoz no one has ever described me so accurately before and I can’t agree more.
  • Collectivism is generally weak in a college student’s campus life.
  • Sorry for jumping around, I don’t expect you could follow my thread of thought anyway.
  • Breaking news!!!!!!! Gonna take 6.o94 Intro to MATLAB and 12.o93 Sustainable Development..3+3 units ~!!!! THANKS ^_^ I AM NOT WASTING MY IAP!!!