Category: MIT

Essential, yet appealed

beyoni’s song list for 5am snowy nights (2008):
土星環 – Eason Chan 倒帶人生 – Eason Chan 全世界失眠–Eason Chan Boston – Augustana 手望 – Ivana Wong How to Save a Life- The Fray Don’t Panic- Coldplay Hey There Delilah- Plain White Ts embrace- Bump of Chicken もう君がいない- Funky Monkey Babys 小さな星 – 奥華子 我愛你 – A-lin 天亮 – 信樂團 Run Run Run- Phoenix If I Ever Feel Better- Phoenix

“他用力的在自己臉上連打了兩個嘴巴,似乎打的是自己,被打的是別一個自己,不久也就彷彿是自己打了別個一般–雖然還有些刺熱熱—心滿意足的得勝的倘下了” –阿Q正傳

reading my 2003-2005 blog AGAIN..to get some inspiration orz (coz i wanna c did i mention anything about university or future major)
its quite haunting to look at your past, and u will start to understand
what shape your personality /your fear/ your behavior now. ”
and completely understand why ppl hate me so much before haaha
seriously, i was such a dumbass /jerk/ whtever haahaha i will hate her too
(天音: 其實而家咪又係咁…= =)
anyway.. should keep this in mind:

diary on 25.4.2004

好野, 真係好咀喪, 我又白白咁浪費左呢三日既七十二個中..”” 唉,d maths,做又好似識,唔做又覺得唔識,功課又冇做,又冇睇書 呀!!!!張家A呀!!!!!!你d資質好削架咋!!!!!!!!! 仲唔努力又打回原形架啦!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!RAORAORORAORAOOAAORA! 好,聽日開始,我要過番d又規律既生活.” 唔可以再咁頹!

我依家真係好驚exam囉, 真係每一科都係由頭考到尾架囉
d人依家已經溫緊啦!!唉..我呢d..我係白癡底,所以, 冇三五七年都唔會溫得好囉, 但係最慘, 我係懶, 所以,到左個日前都唔會realize係幾咁重要  就好似依家咁,依家夜晚八點,仲未溫聽日個英文test!!

conclusion: 原來我完全冇講過我自己大學想讀乜的 XD

Try me.

(ok..K.O.ed  surprise me/bite me/try me series….)
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Christmas Eve….
didn’t feel like xmas at all in Boston
my feeling is — empty, white, cold, windy, slippery

b.lau comes to town!!! chiu gao siu that we got same LPC sweatshirt..
good to meet you laaa after these many months of MSN chats!

have listened to “Boston” for over 30 times now…
i could just sooo relate myself to this song
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oh yea regarding the comment..
b.lau phoned me all the way from 12:01pm to 12:34pm ,
almost one call per minute
and my mobile alarm also rang all the way from 12:05pm every 5 mins…
and I didnt manage to wake up…oh my goodness….this is so scary hahaha

Anyway
Merry XMAS , no more XSAM

L00k F0rward

So, its time to look forward. I’ve been looking at my 4-year plan again
well i got 4yearplan_course1, 4yearplan_course9 and 4yearplan_course15
anyhow…the subjects i’ve decided to take next sem wont really affect anything..
coz i’ve to take them anyway….

so seems now im still (surprisingly) inclined to Course 1..which is environmental engineering science
despite my poor result in Phy this term…(though its still a B overall)
and my usual physics-phobic ..
for once in my lifetime I feel an urge to accept an challenge
becoz I guess if I work hard I could do it. maybe its just to impress myself and others.
Or to prove that I’m really a science student after all these years

the question i always ask is that..
“is this subject, if you work realllly hard, then u can get a satisfying result?”
if 3 hours of studying is not enough, if lecture and recitations are not enough,
the angel side of fi0ni, u know what to do.

or honestly I dont have any special preference or hobbies…
I guess I wont graduate with flying colors in any of the 24 majors in here
so why not something thats not TOOO challenging, but still challenging
to render my college life with excitement, daunting moments, and satisfaction?

next sem–>calulus, physics, biology, japanese, linguistics
next sem–>finance theory, engin mechanics, CEE lab, Ecology, 1.00

0.125 MIT Life

hahaha
S A O Work:
starting from Nov 14, worked 20 hours in SAO –> US $200 –> HK $1,600
just worked 5 hours today..super busy…
non-stop filing/photocopying/writing/dealing with MANYpeople and questions….
life as a front desk worker is pretty cool actually
and again its my first official job with salary..ok la tmr gonna work from 12-5 AGAIN

Pass/ No Record
in this P/NR term, without going to a single office hour…sleep in classs..(sorry mum haah)
never study until the day before exam…still manage to get 2A and 3B
though i seriously suck in all my finals XDDDDD
so it means that in my most hea/relaxing state i could still get =ok la= GPA
so next term, when things really go serious..i will be able to get better grades!

let’s see how i slack through the semester XD
Chem–
1/7 of the course i know absolutely nothing about
Phy —
seriously orz-ed my final exam , totally freaked out by the questions just by looking at it, failed two of my quizzes, but still managed to get a B..thanks god….-_- (i know getting a B is nothing to be happy about, okokokok)
Math
Japanese
Aced Japanese 5, and taking Japanese 4 next sem ! HAAHA
Globalization
got 15/15 for my final paper and 20/20 for my team presentation =P

anyway… typing how-lazy-i-am just wanna let myself feel better for getting bad scores in final…=_=””
nah, history won’t repeat and i will do better next term.
I PROMISE !