低點

我好耐都冇試過全日都咁consistently唔開心,係全日能量值=0。好似d人死咗咁嘅生命線。

非常唔成熟地,我係office冇坐係自己個位,匿埋咗係一二角。我推咗一個farrwell lunch,連見客都推埋。

唔鍾意自己咁burnout,但我真係冇曬力。我真係好唔鍾意返工 :( 點解我要返工?我又唔係冇income from side gig…

希望星期四中到六合彩,再接再厲

我隻耳仔又塞咗…./_\

被懲罰

上世做錯咗d咩?好辛苦,一日暈四次有d極限咗 T.T

I feel sorry for my younger self that I have to go through this every day for 5 years non-stop. Would you have imagine it is your 35 years old self? I am very sorry I could not live up to a happier or healthier life.

以命換金錢。

一係辭職,一係自殺。基本上日日開眼就係問緊自己呢兩條問題。可惜呢兩條問題我都冇膽做,好廢。對於夠膽put an end to something的人,新聞上撿到的你你你,我都非常respect。

頹 —>無感

啊啊啊啊

已經「無感」咗好耐了。當然「無感」總比「憂鬱」或者「壓力」好。

可能係新老闆style我唔慣同埋一定肯定輸?可能係新seat真係痴線?可能係日日都到準時返工我超累?可能係今年n次interview後都失敗我只可以認命?…

INSEAD本來我覺得係transformative,但原來都唔係嘅。

好suffocating,但逃脫不能。 累 :<