BRASS RAT !!!!!!

Is it a sin to be quiet/shy? Is it equivalent to socially challenged?!
“有時靜得好恐怖“
“你個女好沈靜，唔多講野“
i mean…so what? Am I soo quiet that it becomes a problem?
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If I have a choice I would rather be deaf-mute …
Do you know how energy-draining it is for me
to talk with people or pretend to be talkative/sociable/outgoing??
so I’m indeed making an effort already, ok? -_-

..dude.

so cynical lately. gomennasai.