Beyoni: (clearing her throat) I have this thread of selfish thought to share.
(Narrator: Who doesn’t have this dormant monster living in their eyes anyway?)
Beyoni: If alcohol could justify my irrationality, I don’t see why I have to be absolutely sober 24/7.
Isn’t it unleashing if you could get hell drunk occasionally. Just go crazy and forget everything.
She recalls.
Beyoni: The last time I got damn drunk ..back in 2 years ago in Causeway Bay.
When I started swearing at random people on the street,
everything was taken care of.
She sighs.
Beyoni: Seriously, no one is obliged to deal with my madness
I should know this better than anyone else given that I am brought up in a family with alcohol abuse.
Turns to B.Lau.
Beyoni: Well, but the more disciplined I am, the more I want to escape from routine.
Any psycho jargon for it, B.lau? haha
B.lau replies.
Beyoni: See, the most depressed person on earth won’t even show a slight sign of depression.
Similarly, the most austere person you know might be the wildest rule-breaker-to-be.
Boy, am I not going out of my mind.
Guess I just need to spice up my life a bit.
Aye, Spring Break.
erm. it’s call self-justification HAHAHA
it’s true that slightly depressed people have more accurate and realistic estimation of their future though